Monday, April 27, 2009


2 Corinthians 4:16
So we do not lose heart. Even though our outer nature is wasting away, our inner nature is being renewed day by day.


Note: Deb M, a former classmate from high school who now resides in B.C. wrote: “we are all a spiritual people having a physical experience." Her sister, with a chuckle I beleive, then commented on the physical form we’re given to travel in. As I look upon my own “form” of transportation I’m thankful for their thoughts.


I enjoyed the movie The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons. Although I’ve not read Fitzgerald’s story of living life in reverse, the movie portrayed to me a thought of reverse engineering. That in the spiritual and physical dimensions of life, God employs reverse engineering and restores us to the original intended image – “Let us make humankind in our image according to our likeness.” Therefore throughout this process we are brought to a hazy understanding and ultimately to a birthing point of the next dimension – new arrivals in this life as well as the one to come.

Which brings me to the thought of that meshuga place called middle age. I think I might be arriving at the station. Could it be that middle age refers more to landscape than a place in time? More of a position of sight? A place where I can finally see that the path I’m on may in fact have an eventual ending. Not that it will be immediate (at least I hope I can’t see that far), but that it does have such a point of arrival. From where I stand (and as I pop a few Motrin) I can look back and enjoy the view from afar. Yet, as I look ahead I get the sense that what I know and have experienced won’t go on forever. In rumination, my life is but a series of steps, one at a time, and the total of those steps represent my being now. Ahhhh, but those still ahead, those steps that I’ve not yet made – those that are yet to become are all that I might still be someday. So, with that in mind (and for you Allman Brothers fans), “Lord, I’m gonna keep on keep’in on!”

Still Rockin, Ted

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